Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Fated Teaser #4

Here is the 300 likes teaser... again it's a rough copy and like always is subject to change!


I wake only a few hours later before the sun has fully risen, and when I look at Austin my heart breaks for him, for us, for this beautiful thing that has broken apart, even if I wanted to make this work and see past what he did do, I’m not even sure exactly now what it is I heard. I know if I am here when he wakes up it will be harder for both of us, and we will feel the need to explain. I get dressed quickly and close his back door behind me as I decide to walk to the apartment. I let myself cry the whole walk back taking as much time as I need. When I finally make it to the complex I take the elevator up leaning back against with the tears still slowing down my cheeks. When it dings I empty myself out of the car and walk to the door. I close the front door and lean against it as Paige comes running out of her room on the phone.
“She’s here.” She says into the receiver and I can only imagine that she is talking to Mar on the phone, again with the weird twin ESP, “She’s crying but looks fine, Soph, are you alright?”I look up to her and try to smile and give her thumbs up.
“Physically… yes.” She sighstelling Mar and hanging up the phone. “What’s wrong love?”
“He’s moving to New York.” And Ilet myself fall apart again.



Hope you all enjoy... 

I am hoping to have one last teaser before the 1st of July... 

-N

Sunday, May 26, 2013

Fated

New cover for Fated from the wonderful Sam at Cover Pub... 


YAY!! It's so amazing!

... The facebooker

I am excited to say that I am going to reveal my cover (from the awesome CoverPub) tonight at midnight... So exciting, make sure to like me  on facebook so you don't miss it!!! Whoop Whoop..

Monday, May 20, 2013

... Me

So, exciting news... I got a new cover made for Fated, which is amazing!!! I'm so excited to share it with everyone.

BUT I am wanting to hold out on revealing it until 200 likes on my Facebook page... So go, like, share, show some love!!!



Sunday, May 19, 2013

Fated teaser #3


Although that I have gone though this once for edits, I know that there probably is more. It is still going to be edited at least one more time! ENJOY!



I wake early the next morning and get ready to make my way to the courtroom. I exit the cab and I see Austin look over to me; I can tell that he didn’t sleep and somewhere inside of me I start to feel bad for him. I force myself to walk up the steps and he meets me without saying a word, we both know that this isn’t the time to talk about anything. He places his hand on my arm and I pull it away. His eyes lower and I think that he his embarrassed. I’m not sure why.
We are finally able to go into the room when he finally says something to me, “Are you ready?”
“Yes,” I stop when I see Joe. I forgot how handsome that I thought he was. He smirks at me and it’s almost the last inch that breaks me but I stop and walk back outside, I need some air. I lean against the building as I catch my breath when the door opens and I expect to watch Austin walk out to me. Instead of the spectacular blue eyes I want to see I see Joe’s shallow grey ones. I, almost as if out of instinct, reach into my pocket of my coast and fumble with my phone as he places his hands on each side of me so I cannot move away.
“You look good, Sophie. I forgot how damn sexy you look when you dress up.” He smirks as he steps closer to me, and I look away not wanting to talk to him. “Too bad your life fell apart and now no one wants you. wasn’t that your boyfriend, your lawyer? Oh, but you didn’t look very loving, because no one could ever love you Sophie, you’re a fucking little cunt. That’s why I went after the only thing I wanted from you… your money, but you already know that was Becky and I’s plan all along marry you and then divorce you and take all of your money.” Astonishing the part that hurts the most is when he mentions Becky’s name. “But sadly you don’t have any more of it but I can force you to pay me for the rest of your life, well let’s be honest you’re a great fuck too.” I still don’t say a word, terrified that he is going to do something else. Or say something else. He grabs my arms tightly and smirks to me again.
“Joe, you’re hurting me please let me go.” I beg him and he just laughs and tightens his grip. I think I whimper a little bit.
“The best part of your makeshift relationship was enjoying seeing your life crumble. People like you make me sick.”
“People like what?” I say with a shaky voice still in pain from the grip he has on my arms.
“People who take so much without even thinking about it,” he says laughing and then finally releasing my arms and walking away. I finally exhale and walk inside to the courtroom and pull my phone out quickly just to make sure. I am trembling when I sit down next to Austin and he looks to me as if asking me where I am been. My eyes are rimmed red, from the tears that I wanted to cry. I can’t keep my mind focused and then he brushes my arm as they call me up to the stand, I flinch when his hand makes contacts with my bruises and he looks to me confused.

Wednesday, May 15, 2013

Fated teaser #2


I'm soo excited about this one! I loved it, I nursed it to life, and I watched it grow... ha only slightly kidding on that! :)

This is a rough copy and although I have gone through it once with edits I know it is probably still chalk-full of them.


Fated Teaser #2!!!!!!!!


The week came and went faster than I wanted it to and it was Saturday, the dreaded, fifteenth before I knew it. I am again slouched in my char looking out the window out onto the beautiful ocean that sat in my horizon. It is calming. I hear a light tapping on my door and it opens. I look up to see Marsi standing in the dark looking at me with a sullen face.
“Hey, Soph,” she says looking down at her hands, “How are you doing?”
I don’t answer her but simply look to the window and shrug my shoulders.
“Alright,” she says silently and turns on her heal to walk out of the bedroom back out into the light of the hallway. I didn’t see the need with turning on my light today. I think that before she leaves I hear her mumble a, “I’m so sorry, Soph.”

I am sitting on my balcony a few hours later, still not a light on in my entire room, when I hear my door open again and I look over to the direction that Mar is in, “Get up,” she says slightly smiling.
“What?” I ask almost confused by her change in attitude.
“Get up, we’re going out.” She demands.
“I do-don’t want to.” I tell her quietly.
“You are not sitting in here, wallowing in your own self-pity. You are going to get up, put on the sexiest thing that you can find in your ridiculously expensive wardrobe, and we are going to go out and have fun.” I walk over to my bed and sit down.
“Mar, I’m really not feeling up to this,” I look down at my feet, “Can’t I just stay here.”
“No, now get up, we are going to go meet a few of my friends out in town and have fun. MOVE IT!” she turns and before she leaves the room she adds, “You are not going to let fucking Joe ruin one more day of your life. We are young, we are going to act like it,” she finishes and walks out of my room slamming the door.
I begrudgingly get up off of the bed and head for the shower. I am supposed to dress sexy. I’m not even sure if I remember what that looks like.
I pull myself out of the shower, blow drying my hair, and straightening it, so that it falls straight down my back. I walk into my closet with my towel pulled tightly around my body. I pull out of the mess of clothing that I have managed to get around to putting up this week, a short white BCBG dress that hugs my body just right, and then I pull out a pair of hot pink heels. I walk out of my bedroom well after the sun has set and Marsi looks over to me and smiles.
“Perfect,” she stands up and she looks simply stunning as well. I love how she likes to mock my wardrobe, but yet I’m pretty sure that her outfit is more expensive than mine. We pull up to a club and I watch at Mar gets out and then motions for me to follow. I worry that we won’t be able to get in, but she bypasses the line and walks right up to the bouncer.
“Marsi,” I hear him say as he reaches down to hug her.
“Hi, Daryl, this is my sister, Sophie.” I smile politely at him.
“Oh, Sophie, it’s a pleasure to finally meet you.” I am completely take a back when he hugs me and Mar just looks to me, smiles, and shrugs.
“Nice to meet you too,” I struggle back to say to him. Daryl lets us into the club a second later and I lean over to Mar, “How do you know him?” and she laughs.
“His brother had to get surgery last year, he was impressed with me, I guess, and told me to come by here, I did and I have been coming here ever since,” I laugh about this, my sister, the club hopper. I look down, “Come on,” she says to me, “let’s go dance.”
“Aren’t your friends coming?” I ask her.
“Yeah, but they won’t be here for a little while.” She pulls me to the dance floor.
We danced for half an hour before Mar saw her friends walk in and she went over to them. I stayed on the dance floor for another ten minutes, releasing every bit of built up tension that I had in my body. When I finally stop I walk over to the bar for another drink. I motion for a round and the guy smiles to me, he is cute but seems too sweet, maybe I could get a bartending job… no, I won’t like to work in a place that I could be having fun at.
“You know, you clean up really nice,” I hear in my ear and even though it has been two weeks since I have heard that voice, and I have only ever heard it that one night, I know who it is. I turn my head slowly and look up at the man that I met at the Applebee’s, “I almost didn’t recognize you in that dress, you know without the oversized sweater.” I am blown away, is he hitting on me, “But I couldn’t help but watch you out there.” He says nodding his head behind him to the dance floor.
“Are you stalking me,” I smirk back to him as my drinks are sat down on the bar and I throw a shot of tequila back. He laughs a little and rubs his hand across the back of his neck.
“No, I should be asking you that thought since I’m the one that lives here.” He smiles at me, oh that smile. I was already a sucker for it and I barely knew the man.
“Well, I do too, now. Remember I was moving.” He grins a little and I notice his head cocks to the side and his face falls a bit.
“It’s the fifteenth, isn’t it?” I nod my head in a response to him, taking the biggest sip from my straw as I see Mar walking over to me. Mid-sip I watch her as she walks to my side.
“Soph, there you are… oh, I see that you have met Austin, he’s the lawyer that I was telling you about.” Which causes me to spit out my drink which manages to land on him, of course he’s the womanizer.
“You’re Sophie.” I nod my head and he shakes his, “Of course you’re Sophie.” I’m not sure what that is supposed to mean but he gets up and Mar locks her arm in mine and motions us back to the table, helping with my drinks as we walk over.
“Of course he would seek you out here.” I want to tell her that we met before this, “Don’t worry though I told him that you’re off limits.”
“Why?” I ask her quietly.
“Because you’re my sister, and he’s never going to change his ways,” she says and I sigh a little, “Oh, Soph I know he is incredibly gorgeous, but he’s terrible for every woman that comes into his life. He has had his car windshield smashed on more than one occasion.” I’m not sure now if she’s keeping him away from me or me away from him knowing that I would lose my shit and smash in his windshield also.

of an Indie Author...

Do you ever feel like you are stuck in quicksand. That it doesn't matter what move you make you are sinking... Yeah, well... some times that is me. Some times I get this feeling that nothing I do is good enough, that no matter how hard that I work that it just isn't going to happen, but then my wonderful husband looks at me and smiles, telling me that I have what it takes and that he knows something good will happen. Some times he doesn't even need to tell me, but I can see it all over his face.I think as writers we all doubt ourselves, but what helps in the success is having someone standing behind you pushing you along. Your own cheerleader. Someone who pulls your stories up, or who can't help but scan over the words flirting with him/her on the screen because he/she knows the amount of talent that you possess and he/she believes in you, and stands behind you no matter what you do!

Why do I think that I can write fairy tales? Because I'm living one.




Now done with that cheesy nonsense. I can't wait to share my new cover for fated with everyone, anyone... And in light of this event... I think that I am going to get a teaser ready, early! I just have to figure out which part I am going to reveal! EEK